Wednesday, February 23, 2011
23/02/11
Maybe everything shld start afresh.. I wish I had updated my blog regularly.. cause all the memories that I had left now was the blog.. I wish I had recorded everything ..instead of trying to put bit and pieces together now..
I realised I had changed alot during the past 2 yrs..maybe this is the real me... I don't like... but I have to accept.. I really don't know myself well..
realising I always escape from reality..
realising I am so dumb...
realising I can do things that hurt others alot when at the 1st place my intention was not to hurt anyone.
realising things always doesn't turn out the way I wan it to be...
realising I always take things for granted.. Protect myself too much..
I always think..why others never do this and that for me.. when in fact I did nothing for them but expect alot from them..
Looking back I am juz silly like maybe people will say...
Treasure is really the word...
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